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كاتب النص الأصلي : mounia
07-01-2005 .....3:17 AM
today i mean ..yesterday ..maybe three weeks ago ..i dn't know ....
it dosn't matter when i did exactly lose him ..but i lost him
..tha's true ..so sad but true ...
wow
i don't know why i wanna share that with evrybody ...i don't care anymore..
want to have a new life ,a new existence,, i deserve to be a new
??????? person ....or maybe a new person .. what's the diffrence
i don't know or maybe i know ..yes i do
so i just wanna tell him ...him?? why am i writing this? yah i remeber .
i was saying ...i want to say am bad ...but as he always said that am a good person so i want to say that am a good person ...just wanna ask ..what's wrong if pple think am bad ? one of my rules in my new existence is that ill be good..i mean bad....i want to cry now..he said he will cry with me if i do ..did he really mean it .. he said am nice and beautiful and friendly and i believed that . it become a reality to me..i mean .. when pple say am bad....i just smile and tell maself .no , ur friend said tha u'r not .. and u must trust him ..,he's right , thanx ..and want to say sorry too but thanx is better than a sorry ..how many times did u say am sorry ? how many times did i say it to u? did u really mean it ..i did ..i meant evryword i said ..and i dn't regret anything ..
really ...u gave the world to me..
and now ..u too..u will be a new person ..believe me..as i told u..yesterday.... u don't need more than what u have..and if u are sad..try to find hapiness in pple faces..but if u don't find it ..dn't blame urself ..maybe they are not... it's not ur fault..why u care bout pple more than ur self ...
now am talking bout u ..i wanted to write something bout me ..coz it's my journal not urs ..so il stop thinkig of u ...
what was the last thing i wanna say? yeah i remebr ..bye
pple .........u ll think am drunk ..am not.. i just want to say something ....to ...ma only friend..and i did
thanx
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believe me sweet angel it is so stupid to say about all this ( it is stupid )
wish you all the best
yours Georges
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