something stupid
 

07-01-2005 .....3:17 AM


today i mean ..yesterday ..maybe three weeks ago ..i dn't know ....
it dosn't matter when i did exactly lose him ..but i lost him
..tha's true ..so sad but true ...
wow
i don't know why i wanna share that with evrybody ...i don't care anymore..
want to have a new life ,a new existence,, i deserve to be a new
??????? person ....or maybe a new person .. what's the diffrence
i don't know or maybe i know ..yes i do
so i just wanna tell him ...him?? why am i writing this? yah i remeber .
i was saying ...i want to say am bad ...but as he always said that am a good person so i want to say that am a good person ...just wanna ask ..what's wrong if pple think am bad ? one of my rules in my new existence is that ill be good..i mean bad....i want to cry now..he said he will cry with me if i do ..did he really mean it .. he said am nice and beautiful and friendly and i believed that . it become a reality to me..i mean .. when pple say am bad....i just smile and tell maself .no , ur friend said tha u'r not .. and u must trust him ..,he's right , thanx ..and want to say sorry too but thanx is better than a sorry ..how many times did u say am sorry ? how many times did i say it to u? did u really mean it ..i did ..i meant evryword i said ..and i dn't regret anything ..
really ...u gave the world to me..
and now ..u too..u will be a new person ..believe me..as i told u..yesterday.... u don't need more than what u have..and if u are sad..try to find hapiness in pple faces..but if u don't find it ..dn't blame urself ..maybe they are not... it's not ur fault..why u care bout pple more than ur self ...
now am talking bout u ..i wanted to write something bout me ..coz it's my journal not urs ..so il stop thinkig of u ...
what was the last thing i wanna say? yeah i remebr ..bye

pple .........u ll think am drunk ..am not.. i just want to say something ....to ...ma only friend..and i did
thanx

believe me sweet angel it is so stupid to say about all this ( it is stupid )
wish you all the best
yours Georges :D :D

:oops: :D

it's really so sad when someone say" Goodbye I Quit "

iam sorry :(

don't be sorry
:D

Re: something stupid
 

حلو كتير هالحكي ومهم كتير مشكورة منية :D :D :D

thanx leyla
:D :oops:

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii paraghraph is so nice
i like sad but true too it is my best song
i want you to know that there is alot of the ppl who care about thierself more than caring about the other and they don't feel thier happiness and iam one of them


iam a girl 15 years wishing all the best for you dear :hart:

:D :D :D :D :D

thank you majd