أخوية - of someone wrong again

It's my life that u entered
It's me that u ended

Are u having fun
That me becoming none

Because of u I never could
Ask myself if I should
Live my life as I would
Or let u decorate on it like a piece of wood

U deleted all my self-respect
To let me be low
And I can feel that u never suspect
If I'll find my way to go

I don't know if u are sure
That I'll never have a chance
To let my heart be pure
And let it stand high for a dance

I need the cleanness of a child heart
To keep myself away from the hurt
Because it is a curse for your sort

I only wanted to be his friend
But he stick me to him by a bind
And flay slowly and painfully my rind
And finally..
to take leave of me he gave my mind a strong grind

But do u know…
I always wondered why
Why would a human be such low
To let other's blood get dry
Just to let himself know
How does it taste to hear someone say please just make me die

But your dreams won't become reality
And this someone won't be me
And everything from u will be erased especially the brutality
A better me I wanna be
I want to act with kids civility
Knowing that from judging I am free
I don't really want to live the frugality
I want to do what's right I see